I am back! Write on!

Being a loner is a part of me.
Rather than an outcast, I am an outlier.
I choose to step aside and observe.
I choose to allow others before me.
It is based on a meme implanted long ago, to serve others. The first shall be last and all that—not because I want to be first at the end, but because I accepted the belief there is a higher power there to ensure fairness in the end.
I want to believe!
I’ve looked at life from both sides now, from win and lose, and still somehow, it’s life’s illusions (allusions?) I recall.
I really don’t know life at all!